I dont know why this week is so fucked up...
today I had to go to school around 11:30 what is really cool...but the 2 lessons i had today were damn boring.
and the friend with whom I have those problems start to kinda stalk me...she always acts like my best friend, but talks about me behind my back...I hate that so much...but theres only one week left and then she graduate...and hopefully ill get rid of her then.
after that I was at my grandma's and shes sooo strenuously...
and when my mom came home, she had so much stress and had a few problems with her mom etc and that was too much for her...and she started to cry (and I'm always so helpless when someone cries)...

sometimes I just wanna stay in bed for a fwe days, talk to nobody, see nobody.. just be alone and think...I really need to arrange my feelings and thoughts...

any ideas how to do so?

adie