Happy easter to all of you.
enjoy the holidays and the awesome weather

take care
adie

soooo, the next 2 days I wont be online, so give me some time to answer your messages etc.
I'll go to Hamburg with 2 friends and hopefully, I'm able to take some photos of the Speicherstadt and the habour etc.

Have a great week and enjoy the awesome weather (and for those who still go to school: awesome holidays )

Adie

hey there...
I'm back *lol* my hangover from yesterday is gone and I wrote my last english test for this month today...

yesterday was the last schoolday of my friends...and we started to party and drink around 11am...and well, you can guess how we ended around 3pm, hu?
i had to walk back home through the whole town..in a zickzack..hopefully nobody saw me
but in school we had a lot of fun...we ran in a kind of parade through all classrooms of the younger kids and we were whisteling and screaming and singing...
*lol* and a friend and I started to smoke cigarrs *lmfao* damn, we were drunk...so i wa shome around 4:30pm and after that i realized that I didnt study yet for the test the next morning...so I started to study shakespeare totally drunk...but I guess the test wont work out too bad...have kinda good feeling about it
anyway, for staying awake yesterday, I drank tons of coffee and as a result of that I couldnt sleep, but I had to get up around 6:30, because around 7:30 i had to write my fucking test..on a saturday *lol* what a week *giggles*

But I'm fine...after nearly 2 weeks of bad luck and fights with different people, I'm happy...wel, okay, I#ll miss my girls at school...one more year without them, but it will be okay....

thx for showing interest
adie

I dont know why this week is so fucked up...
today I had to go to school around 11:30 what is really cool...but the 2 lessons i had today were damn boring.
and the friend with whom I have those problems start to kinda stalk me...she always acts like my best friend, but talks about me behind my back...I hate that so much...but theres only one week left and then she graduate...and hopefully ill get rid of her then.
after that I was at my grandma's and shes sooo strenuously...
and when my mom came home, she had so much stress and had a few problems with her mom etc and that was too much for her...and she started to cry (and I'm always so helpless when someone cries)...

sometimes I just wanna stay in bed for a fwe days, talk to nobody, see nobody.. just be alone and think...I really need to arrange my feelings and thoughts...

any ideas how to do so?

adie

This week seems to hate me...
everything goes wrong. Monday a friend of my family visited us...her mother died last weekend and she was so sad about it...and also her physical state isnt really good...
beside that I wrote a test on biology which I failed I guess...
tuseday I had a fight with my art teacher and such a terrible headache that I stayed in bed for the afternoon (and it was wonderful outside )
today I had a fight with a 'so called' friend again...like in the past week, too...
and I got a phone call of the friend whos mom died that her flat is floaded with water (old pipes)...
I dont wanna know what happens tomorrow...
and beside all that theres one person who doesnt talk to me anymore (i guess you know that i mean you, hu?) what makes me really sad, because I got to know him pretty good in the last weeks and hes a great guy!

I better o sleeping now, that seems to be a save place for tonight
sorry for the rambling, but thx for reading!

Adie